To Each Their Own.

Throughout my twenties I was still on the search for magic. In some way shape or form; there had to be something out there. I just knew it.

After the loss of my two best friends, I found myself experimenting with life a little bit. & through my experiences, I was introduced to spirituality. I started paying attention to the life around me, what the world had to tell me, and what path I was supposed to be on.

Through my experiences I discovered a lot of who I am, what I know, and what I'm capable of. As anyone who knows anything about spirituality, we can all agree on that our experiences are different, individual, and very much so all our own.

So any of our lessons we know to be true and real could not be proven wrong by any other.

Any one that knows anything about spirituality knows what I mean..

Are you still with me?

With that being said, I would need anyone I've connected to, to be open-minded to where I'm coming from and try to understand that my experiences led me here, as yours led you there, on your path.

If you've experienced anything close to what I've experienced you would be wise enough to know to observe, listen, and never judge. Because everyone's experiences through life and spirituality are different and cannot be invalidated by anyone else: To each their own.

As some people I've known to have grown up into a religious family, some have had spiritual experiences that led them on a different path to what they believe in. And that's something others can only do their best to try to understand, through their own experiences with spirituality, what exactly happened to steer them onto a different path.

I, on the otherhand, did not grow up in a religious household. I would only go to church with friends every once in a while out of curiosity. Although I knew I believed in God, I have to admit our relationship was severed when I lost people I cared about very much. Hence, I grew curious about spirituality and did some exploring.

After experiencing what I had through spirituality, I learned that sometimes seeing really is believing; If you're looking at things the right way. And that even though things can not be seen with the naked eye, that does not mean they're not there. Then, my path soon surfaced and was revealed as I continued to understand my own self, my own mind, and my own environment.

A lot of people in spirituality note that they may have received messages from the universe. I even wondered if I might have been. Of course, I was always considering if I was delusional. But surely enough those messages I'd received, made a reappearance in another, more physical form. I could only be in awe and wonder about these coincidences.

Being someone with a colorful imagination, I understand my mind could still just be naturally looking for that magic in everything. So when I'd have instances where it seemed like the universe could be sending me a message, even though I knew I could be crazy, I still listened and observed.

These messages usually appeared through my environments. I was familiar with them and always approached with caution and consideration. Until I was twenty-five and the messages turned into actions upon my life. Soon I'd be looking to the sky for answers, and started receiving them.

These messages felt different. Not the usual ones I'd see in my environment, but I started receiving messages intuitively. Being a woman, I understand we sort of have a sixth sense with intuition and I utilize that any chance I get. Unfortunately, I don't have control over it and it speaks to me when it needs to. And when it does, it yells. Not in a way to scare me; it actually creeps up on me and lets me discover the message for myself; but is very much so there, nonetheless. I won't know why I'm doing something out of my normal routine and even though this has now happened many times for me to understand it could be a message, it still always surprises me until the answers lay in my lap, right in front of me.

The more I explore I find that a lot of the principals and morals I hold upon discovering myself through spirituality align well with Christianity.

So for people into spirituality, I know you'd try to understand; How my path on spirituality has led me to being more open and curious of God rather than away from him. I've also had reoccurring dreams talking with Him as if he's someone I've always known. This many not be something we could agree on, but from one spiritual person to another, I know deep down to the core values of this life we've learned together through spirituality, you will most definitely listen and try to understand and by the end of the talk you're feelings of me won't change, because you too, just like me would be thinking: To each their own.

As I explore Christianity, as a path I discovered on my own just as I did with Spirituality, I'd hope you'd understand and trust that my life's experiences led me here.

~But don't mind me if I walk the path barefoot to feel the Earth below my feet. ~